Nipponica

In Japanese summers, the most common type of web, ones that are found ALL AROUND US, are in fact, horizontal “shelf” or “funnel” type webs. Though they are usually much more densely woven than the iconic “suspended” spider-creations, they often go unnoticed, lost in the greenery of the shrubbery in which they are set – and hard to see because of their horizontal “flatness”. But in the morning, when the dew has set in, after a rare summer-rain, or when the sunshine hits them just right, you can see that these webs cover almost every inch of the hedges and shrubbery (where left alone and untrimmed) – a veritable mine-field for unsuspecting insects who want to have a rest in the bushes.

From a local blog, a reminder from home. Do not click if spiders aren't your thing.

Three thousand, nine hundred and thirty days ago I ended my life.

The way I told this part of my story up until now was that I was bored, wanted to see the world, or just did not see a path forward in life. All true but not the truth. The real reason I decided to end things was much more basic. I just needed to run.